bare your soul

2/02/2009

oh man,
i hate feeling left out.
but then, i feel selfish for not liking being left out. is that stupid?

and yup, still dealing with control issues.
i just feel like the things that are most important to me always, always end up being screwed up.

there is nothing that i want more than to simply be content in You, what's wrong with me? I already have You, but i act as if i still needed something else...
Oh Lord, just last year, i was content in You, i had no desire of anything else except You're heart. i want to let go, please, at least for my own sanity, i need to let go. remove the obstacles, no matter the cost. i need to lay my WHOLE heart at your feet because the parts that i'm holding back are the parts that need You the most.