control

1/14/2009

i realized today that i am quite possibly a control freak.
it might be because i am so scared of instability that i feel the need to try and manipulate circumstances to what i want them to be.

giving that to God is so much easier said than done.

trying to control my circumstances is like saying, "hey God, the circumstances You allowed just are not working out, sorry...".

wow, am i really that ungrateful?

maybe His sovereignty hasn't fully sunk in.